Monday, April 12, 2010
9th April- crazy shopping
I was disappointed that he last minute canceled appointment with me when i had already dressed up and
prepared to go out. I was not angry that he actually chose to meet up with his friends instead since it's Friday
but rather upset that he still do that to me though he was scared that I would be angry. In this case, why still
ps me? It's contradicting.
Though on the phone i kept saying that i would not be angry or what, but still v v v disappointed..
To release my anger, i called xq to accompany to sing. I spent $ 25 on shoes, $ 128 on that stupid hair
extension which kind of useless now, $ 33 on Kbox and i only sang for 2 hours plus $ 20 lunch. I was really
crazy. I shall stop all these crap from now on. Should learn to love myself more..
Past 12am, he came to find me 'cos i kept posting comments on my FB wall. It's sweet, at least he cared for
me but i would be ok even if he don't do that.
Seeing some of my friends getting married, i realized that i'm really getting old. Last time, i always thought of
marriage when comes to relationship. But now, i won't think so much. I just wanna concentrate on my career
first before doing other things.
7:38 PM
